I need a new attitude

I admit it, my dating attitude has sucked lately. The last guy I dated for a while (2 months?) ended it in a questionable manner, and I haven't been on a date since. I'm crabby. I try not to outwardly portray the crabbiness, but it's carrying on quite well inside me.

I JUST found out that this guy I dated for a while, well OK, he's a tranny, a drag queen, a guy who looks better than I do when he dresses as a woman, he is MARRIED. Yes, married. We dated about 2.5 years ago, which means in that time period he met someone else (actually multiple someones because last I heard he was dating a guy) and got engaged, and MARRIED.

I don't want to get married just for the sake of having the title, I'm selective you know! Not picky, properly selective.

But how is it that bi-sexual drag queens are marrying off faster than I am?

If I were petty I would also point out (oops! Too late....) that he has since gone bald. And according to his myspace page, not aged since I met him either (he was 27 then, he still claims to be 27 now).

I need to focus, no more distractions, it's time to go find my black funeral clothes for tomorrow.